When I’m grown up with kids and me teenage daughter asks me about the first time I was heart broken- id say right now. It’s been breaking for the last 9 months. He loves me..but it’s complicated. My heart hurts. I hope that I’ll be able to tell my daughter the truth: it’s going to be fucking hard, but you will be ok. I won’t be like everyone else is being to me. If one more person says: ’ just forget him’ I might punch them in the mouth. He is completely ordinary to them, but to me he is unforgettable.